So Today

I saw the movie Eclipse tonight. The mood was slightly damped by the comments of the audience. i knew going into it that the midnight showings would be filled with obnoxious viewers attempting to dedicate themselves to something, but i was doing it to. the girl two seats over insisted upon insulting everything one character in the movie did while widly supporting another. the twilight series in itself is horrible. the reason to enjoy reading is not for the literature, but for the love story. I personally hate romeo and juliet. i cant fathom committing suicide over a man id known for less than a week. bella and edward have something expressed between the lines that real love wishes it could have. its sily but twilight changed my life rather than wait around for steve to realize he liked me, it was time to move on. i wanted someone to love me as edward loved bella. theres a lesson we can learn from that. if its not there, move on. i havent had a career yet but i feel as though it applies there too. if the career or job isnt fulfilling, it never will be and a new attempt needs to be made. thats something i hope i can remember. dont stay on the path just because its set and dont take the path less traveled by just because its less traveled by. there really is no right answer to anything. all the time deliberating over an action isnt really worth it. theres less than 100 years to live and i dont want to feel like i wasted the past 18. look back and love everything.